is this okay? can we love again?

Oh hey there. I felt the need to stop by and do some old school journal blogging. Today was a strange day. First I was really annoyed at the mall because I love clothes so much but can't wear the ones I want. Then I was pissed at Hannah because she thinks she know everything in the damn world. Then I was like, upset? Because I don't want to lose this when it is about to be so good. And I will never be little or that pretty so it was some more self hate. In the end though, I was just so... happy. I can make this work and we will be okay. He knows the words, even though I won't say them to him. Summer is going to be really interesting ;)

Oh, and Melissa is drunk as fuck over there in her bed.